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Hey all,
my new blog is pinkpunkette.blogspot.com
I miss this space. Thanks for leaving all the messages, never expect people would want to hear my rantings.
I've added all of you on my new blog, those that haver left a message.
Peace out guys.
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Happy April's Fool.
I'm gonna ditch this very public blog and switched to a blog where it's only viewable through invitations. Not trying to be an ass but recently some pretty nasty things happened so I decided to go underground for abit.
I really love livejournal and I've been with it for almost 10 years. But to safeguard my life and relationships I just got to ditch it.
I wanted to just ditch this whole blogging thing but I so enjoyed and cherished the friendships I made through blogging, through sharing my life etc. So I'm gonna still blog and share my life, photos etc even more in my new blog. Still gonna continue to share my life and help you guys along (if ever you need help).
And to those losers who stalk me and wrote into the press and attack me, you will see no more of me. Learn how to get a life yourself and stop worship my so-called beautiful life because it's not. No one's life is perfect, God made it perfect though.
For those who are my blog khakis, bassnote, Engie, Janice, Shing, Emily, Erika, so many you know who you are. We'll get in touch in cyberspace.
I love you guys. See you all soon. :)
BYE LIVEJOURNAL.
Hey leave a comment with your email then I'll hit you back with my new blog addy plus invitation.
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Tuesday, March 25th, 2008
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Happy Birthday Agnes.
I just want to say Happy Birthday to my sister because she is turned 16th on 24th of March. She is the best sister I ever have and I will not trade her for anything or anyone.
I just really hoped to see her growing up in God because I know God will take good care of her. Study hard Sis, I always thought I should have studied harder.
I love you and I hoped we can grow closer and spend more time together. Love you lots.
She's the best sis in the world!
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Easter was great fun. Though it was really tiring but it's all worth it seeing souls saved. Madeline's father gave his heart to Jesus and when I thought about it, our tiredness are all worth it. The main church drama this year was a blast. I was bummed that I only get to watch it the first day.
Anyway it was such a good Easter. I had mad fun myself and without further ado. PIG-Tures!
First day of Children Church. Adrian leading praise.
Sean, Me, Oliver from Rocfish & Adrian.
The disciples grew.
And it grew again.
In Children's Church.
Groupshot.
Me and Madeline.
"WAH!"
We soon grow tired of taking nice pictures.
I just love singing!
End of the day...
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I was talking to a friend in e wee morning.
And some of the things he said really spoke to my heart. It's liberating, the God we loves and serve is so much bigger than what we do or not do.
"well thats the thing.. when you're heart is right with God, you have so many options, and they all can be good"
"yah, and i think thats how we really live in christ.. living right and taking full stock of the options he presents to us"
Happy Easter everyone. Jesus loves us and that's enough for me :) And I guessed for you too.
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2008
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Hello James,
this post is for you. I really miss you my friend. Brandon and I lost a part of us when you went to Perth. We stayed overnight at the airport when you left, because we were to sad to go back. Ha ha ha. I'm kidding.
I really miss you pal. I've got no one to talk nonsense with. And we miss your recorded acapella sincere singing of your mobile voicemail. We miss your reckless initial-D stylo driving. We miss your laughter. I especially miss the crazy look we give each other when we wanna laugh about something. We miss your whole crazy obsession talk about Rainie. We miss your oh-so-conscious attitude about your love handles and face, haha.
Dear James, there's so much we miss about you. Come back in June. Perth is so dead boring. Come back here and we'll paint the town red together.
Remember us. Come back for my wedding.
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Tuesday, March 18th, 2008
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Doing it ethically is no easy task these days. One problem is deciding which ethic is more important.
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Saturday, March 15th, 2008
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I'm pretty much all stitched up.
It was a wonderful day today. Nothing changed but I guessed my perspective changed. Though it was a tiring day but I could feel the breath of God today. I woke up in the morning and went for a shoot. It was a good time and I gained much experience today.
Then I went for the prayer meeting in the meeting at JW. I told myself I'm just gonna have a good time in the Lord. And I did. I'm very thankful to God for Pst Tan because he really took time to minister to the people. We tarry in the presence of God and it was such an encounter. I broke down in tears and I saw many flashbacks from the past with God in it.
I don't know to recount the encounter in exact words but it felt so right at that moment. I was just afraid to lose touch of God. I kept begging God to never let me go. I would not let go but you know it's life, ups and downs. So I pray God will always extend His hand to me even in my down times. And I think He did. :) And He will always do.
I have been seeking for an answer for alot of things I see the last few weeks. And I am still searching till the prayer meeting just now. But God's presence was so tangible that I was fully satisfied. I told God that being simple is truly the way. For me, I just want to be in the house of God all the days of my life. I know that I am called to love people through my leading and my life and that's all I need to know for now.
I'm all stitched up by my closest Friend and I'm all ready to go.
Sing with me this weekend :)
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2008
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I been thinking more than I speak lately. Much much more.
Thinking about what I want to achieve, thinking about the people I love, thinking about what's in store for me in the future, thinking if I'd miss the train if God hasn't extend His hand of grace into my life. Thinking just alot.
I guessed like what Bennett says, it's not a bad thing to go through a rough patch. Our emotions are like traffic lights, telling us what goes on inside of us. He talked how not to focus on the manifestations and reactions rather than what goes on inside of us. I love this man dearly, always giving me a hand in rough times.
I am about 7 months away from being married. I am very excited but yet there's a part of me that is really not satisfied at where I am. I want to love God and honor Him in my area of career and I guessed this is what I've been thinking about lately. I would also like to go back to study if I can. Well God is much much bigger than we think.
It has just been not a fantastic few weeks for me, I was much carefree and crazy before this and this is definitely not PMS this time. I guessed this is the real world we're living in. But Brandon has been there for me and I am just so utterly thankful to God for him. I always tell Brandon that our relationship is the saving grace. He's made me a better person in every way and I just love him so much.
So thankful to you Brandon. Thank you for standing by me this period. You helped me to see in the dark tunnel and you made my world a better place. You are my best friend :)
About 7 months away to "I Do."
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It's been a lil crappy the last one week. Yes I am still a human. :)
It's definitely not PMS, but I guessed like what a friend said, it's just the world teaching us a lesson at times.
But out of all these, I really appreciate those who stood by me and make the extra effort.
Emily, thank you for coming to my place on that fateful day. Out of inconvenience you came and make my day. Thanks for buying those wedding magazines and light up my day. Thank you for pressing into my life. I really thank God for you. Thanks for always thinking about my family.
Hey Ellen, I really treasure our friendship and thanks for being always so quick to want to repair our friendship. I'm sorry for all that has happened to you but I promise that I would be better friend. Let's really keep in touch ok? :)
To Lynette, hey girl, thanks for everything you said. Thanks for staying faithful to God even when you're so far away. I really appreciate all that you said. I love you Lynette, I love you my faraway friend.
To James, where art thou a piece of me. Hey Butters, life is no longer the same without you. What's the point of having a car going around the island with you. I hoped November comes soon. I still hoped you will be there for my wedding. :)
Ok got to stop here.
Here's a photo of Brandon's niece, Katriya. She's gonna be our paige girl. Isn't she so adorable?
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"There are many ships, golden ships, silver ships, but the most precious of all is Friendships."
This is the most common poem I read back in those primary school's autograph books you know.
I hate to spill my guts but this is by far the most painful period of my life. I think God is teaching me an object lesson about friendship. I looked at Jesus and I decide to make him my focal point again. Jesus was someone who love everybody, but I supposed He chose wisely the people He invested His time and heart in.
Right now at this point, I am learning to give without expecting, love without wanting a return back. And I still think friends are gifts from heaven :)
I told God I want to be a better person, a better child of God. No angry spiteful words, at most just tears like a baby in His presence or in Brandon's shoulder.
Do you have thoughts or a word to share on Friendships? Hit the Comment button, let's start a forum here :)
Talk to me.
Joseph. I always see simple joy and abandon in the eyes of a kid. How can you not love them.
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Thursday, February 28th, 2008
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I find myself thinking more about getting revenge than thinking about God and His word lately. I must find Blake and revenge for her mum.
Oh did I lost you. I am just really hooked with this Syphon Filter Dark Mirror PSP game. When I was praying last night staring out of the window, I saw a little head popping out, I wanted to aim and shoot his head. And I am on this obsession on finding a flaky jacket to protect myself. I love my inventory when it's full loaded with powerful guns and grenades.
And yes, I want to revenge in the game, not in real life la. Because the bad people in the game are doing bad things and they killed my loved ones, yes again in the game. Pretty fun and exciting, but don't get hooked like me.
So last night I was praying but I kept thinking about destroying the man in the electric suit. So last night was strictly discipline business for my soul, no PSP, no shooting, no Syphon Filter, just God and lots of things I need to talk to Him about.
So sometimes we just got to put aside things that are hanging on our list demanding our attention. You will be amazed that empowerment and peace of God actually do taste better than some of the things we like to do in real life. Of course playing PSP is not wrong, I love it very much, but it must come on top of whatever priorities I need to fulfil. And of course what I've just said is a reminder to myself.
Everything in moderation shouldn't hurt. Medicine heals, overdose is drugs and addiction.
Was browsing my photos and came across this Japanese breakfast I had. I want to go Fukuoka again this May.
Yum.
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Monday, February 25th, 2008
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Recently I got an email from a very close friend, which set me off thinking about this whole theory about best friends or good friends, or even enemies.
I remember when I was young I used to write autograph books for my friends through the year. It was like a big thing for all of us because we would declare our like and dislikes, penned down our silly poems, and we even wrote about our best friends, good friends, and what normal friends whatever you wanna call that.
So I call Emily my best friend now which may make some of you feel that "Oh gosh, June has her own best friend now, where do I stand now?" You know writing this makes me feel like I am going back fifth grade again but nevertheless I see it necessary. Maybe it's a girl thing, so guys you can ignore this post.
I was talking to a friend last night and he shared with me that we got to be faithful to the people that God has given to us in our lives. We must be faithful in pressing in and taking initiative to keep the relationship going. You get what I am saying, it's like walking with God, you take daily effort to talk to God and thus the relationship grow, through thick and thin, through communications, through making each other's day and being there for each other.
So Emily was really a fine example of we stick closer than blood. I love Emily because she doesn't stick to me for what I do but really for who I am. And she has given herself so selflessly to me, to my family and even to my relationship with Brandon. She was always just a phonecall away and we keep in touch daily. She takes initiative to tell me about her work, her thoughts, her silly daily regime of keeping her face pretty and those stuffs. You know I love it all, because we are all made for relationships. Emily showed me that friendship is about willing to go the extra mile to keep in touch consistently.
And the most beautiful thing is, I think I benefited more from our friendship. Her friendship has blessed so many areas of my life and she is just a very ordinary girl who really loves me and showed the love of Jesus to me. And for that I am most thankful to God.
So I think it all takes 2 hands to clap. To stay involved in each other's lives, it takes a lil more effort to think about that person.
I really agreed with what my friend has said, we have to stay faithful to the people God has given to our lives. If not they would just slip away from our hands.
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Wednesday, February 20th, 2008
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So yesterday wasn't a fantastic day though it was Brandon's birthday. I found myself in the presence of God and begging Him to save me from myself. Well I was in quite a foul mood yesterday and I said stuffs in a fit of anger which kinda dampen my soul and ruin my day abit. Wel you know life isn't perfect and we are still in humans, with spirit and with flesh too. But the good thing is, we can always come back to God, into the grace He promised.
So the day was still a blast even though it wasn't 100% perfect as I want it to be. We still had alot of fun and alot of laughter, the night was particular fruitful as we spend the night talking heart with my close ones from CCH. So without further ado, pictures. You guys only just want the pictures right.
I kinda dig this cap of James.
Emily went back to childhood and play the tyre swing @ Colbar.
I did as well, but I got stuck, and I got a cut on my leg. Great.
He looks like this after a meal everytime. Ready to hit the sacks.
Brandon and Buttered James. "You'll never walk alone"
Brandon and mysterious woman.
After a relatively long walk's FACE.
My best friend Emily :)
Happy Birthday Brandon :)
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2008
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She is my latest craze. Katriya Jade Neo Murray.
She's Brandon's niece and she is so adorable.
She is super smart for her age and isn't she so lovely. :)
"Give me my milk"
"I'm such a natural in front of the camera"
"Give me a hand please"
Katriya and the big doggie
So cute isn't she.
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Happy Birthday Brandon. Happy Sweet 18th. Just like me that just turned sweet 16th, ha ha ha.
I want to tell the whole world how good of a person and of a fiance to me. And there are many things I want to thank you and I want to take the chance to do so here.
1) Thank you for loving God as much as I do, I've always been thankful to God that you are always so sacrificial towards Him. It's my greatest joy to see you understand the heart of God. You rock in this.
2) Thank you for being so compassionate. Although we are both extreme opposite in our character, but I appreciate the fact that you are filled with compassion for the poor and weak. You never hesitate to give what you have to the needy ones.
3) Thank you for embracing my faults and weaknesses. It has been a journey for the last couple of years but you as a person encourages me to love God and hope in God.
4) Thank you for teaching me how to believe. You were the quiet strength while I am the loud cymbal. Through you, I appreciate space and serenity.
5) Thank you for your willingness. I always think that you are my secret weapon. Thank you for playing the guitar for me and run through my songs with me.
6) Thank you for the many meals, many movies, many gifts, many countless blessings you have given me. You were a great provider and thank you for that security.
7) Thank you for praying with me and tarry in the presence of God with me. I appreciate and love that many times we pray and worship God together. Thank you for never losing that fire.
8) Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for making me laugh. I love the fact that you are not afraid to be childish and behave like a crazy person because I am a nutcase too :)
9) Thank you for respecting me. I really salute and respect that fact that you esteem my purity more than anything else. You have absolute great self control and I thank God for that!
10) Thank you for going the many extra miles just to make me happy. I cried last night because you drove all the way from Clementi to Bedok just to kiss me good night. I'm amazed.
Of course there are about another 1000 more. But I'm just gonna stop here and I did a slideshow for you Brandon. Thank you for loving God, NEVER stop loving God. I love you and Happy Birthday Sweetheart.
  
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Monday, February 18th, 2008
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I just have to share this, this is hilarious.
This guy sent a msg to me on my myspace.
when i 1st saw ur pictures ya .. i almost fainted .. haha .. i was speechless for few seconds .. ure so beautiful .. ure so cute .. ure so gorgeous .. like a supermodel of heaven .. like an angel ..... really u look very very preety .. god must took extra time to create u .. thats why ure so perfect !!! hey i wish u can make me lucky by replying ....... i want to be ur friend .. its no harm right to make new friends ... i hope u believe in that too .. anyway ... when u got the time .. dont forget yea to reply.. and tell me more about u .. wat mix are u ? u model ?? u international student ??????? where u live ?? Thanks
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. *Roll on the floor laughing*
This man is totally hilarious. Guys don't ever say things like that man, this is so tacky and so cheese man. This is not even flattering, it's just hilarious and ridiculous.
Makes me want to post my 80kg photos up there.
Ha ha ha. Such a good laugh.
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Sunday, February 17th, 2008
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This song has been going in my head for days. I really like the tune and lyrics of it. Alicia Keys still has it, I love her from 2001. Soulful. Watch here.
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